We don't know if baby is a boy or a girl yet. I need to admit that at this point, I'm hoping for a boy. There, I said it.
The truth is, I'll be afraid if baby is a girl. To think that I might not be able to protect her from things I have experienced scares me more than I can express in words. That's it; that's the only reason.
I need to find a way to get over this.