Countdown to O...

I got a super positive ovulation predictor kit (OPK) this morning, so I am just waiting for M to come home!  I feel kinda sick, but there is nothing that is going to get in our way this month (except, potentially, for his count still being low from the swine flu...it should be back to normal by next cycle).  Maybe I'll ovulate on CD (cycle day) 17 this month...my ovaries might be getting crafty, trying to switch things up a bit.

I am finally feeling more relaxed about all things trying to conceive.  I'm not looking at my chart ten times a day like I was before (as if it was going to change).  I'm not watching the temperature reading as I take my temp every morning, I just stick the thermometer in and wait for it to beep.  I'm not digging for cervical fluid like it's gold or something.  I check once a day and that's it.  Maybe it's because I've been so busy, or maybe I'm just making my peace with the whole process.  Who knows, either way, I feel a lot better this time around.

October would be the perfect month to have a baby.  Here's to hoping!