Thursday, January 28, 2010

CD (cycle day) 1

::sigh::

I started spotting just a little bit on Tuesday night, and then I had a temp drop Wednesday morning. In the back of my head I was thinking "maybe it's implantation spotting and an implantation dip", until I had these sharp stabbing pains in my ute around noon on Wednesday. A few hours later, lots more spotting. Today, CD1. I am so sad. I cried last night while I was alone in my hotel room on my business trip. I felt so alone, so discouraged, so broken.

Every cycle I try so hard not to get excited, but I do anyway and then AF shows up. My chart this time around was so different from all of my other charts. I had cramps at 9 and 10 dpo (days post ovulation) that were different than any cramps I've ever had before. Of course I had to tell my Mom all about it, so now I'll have to call and tell her that I'm not pregnant. That will be a fun call to make.

Body...please stop fvcking with me. Seriously. Not cool.

3 words of geekdom:

Melissa said...

I'm sorry Mchupie, I had my fingers crossed for you. Hopefully this cycle will be both our times and we could be labour buddies! Good luck!

-Melissa (aka lissa_emily)

Katie said...

I'm so sorry. :( Sending big hugs to you across the air waves.

Ams8099 said...

Awwwn Missie. I am so sorry. I was really hoping this was it for you.{{Hugs}}

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